[acciddentally in Luurrrvee] -

2005-09-14T12:22:00.000+08:00

everyone! listen up.. LISTEN UP. hee. i decided not to go online le.. until EOY's over.. muahahaha. asked my sis to lock the com le.. heeee. so this will be my last time before EOY blogging. hee.. actually now suppose to be doing the survey thingy.. questions almost same as the school survey lor.. okies. i must work hard.. that stupid flora.. ask me if i study le. nvm.. she sort of motivated me. hahas..

abigail here!!!!!!!hahas..

okie.. -________________- anw.. good luck to myself for EOY. hope i do better than last year.. last year my ranking was like 200++ so lousy..

good luck to mee too lahs....---abigail

that conversation was lame lah.. why did you even put in your post! humph! ladidadi. okies.. everyone's like surfing the net now.. first time the school allow us to serve the net after something. wheeeee.. kaes byesssss

2005-08-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to all! =P

yays. im so nice and loyal to SINGAPORE to count down lahs. ladadadi. i even popped the pop pop thingy. lols. wdv that its called lahs.

kaes. byes.

2005-08-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

hahas. think i've decided to re-open my blog. actually, it has never been closed, but just dead. yes.. for 2mths. hahas. but dont expect me to say SORRY to it okie.. im not that siao to that extent. but dont think i can blog that often too. im very busy wan noe.. heh.

yay~ i got at least a C for all the 5items. hmms. sit up 40. incline pull up 10. (just nice for a B. heh), standing broad jump 163 =/ i could jump to 170 lah.. but my hands touch the back. i din noe that can fall front. diaos. still got what ehh.. oh sit and reach. so lousy, 39 nia. same as manda. hahas. and my most proud one is shuttle run. din noe how come i suddenly so fast, last year like all the while get B wan.. hahas. here comes the results.. *drums roll* 11.4!! just hit the a mans. heh. somemore i run in the hall, not outside. and ppl who run outside damn relax one lahs, all the timing so gd wan.. but at least im satisfied with my A.

ARGH. stupid lors.. gotta re run my 2.4 to get gold. i must not stop anymore.. stupid last round.. sighs.. oh, and my dad's birthday's coming soon. just like tml.. yahs. now almost 12 le.. and i dont even have any idea on what to give him lahs. guy's present are always hard to choose.

2005-08-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

okie,, im finally gonna blog. not because of the persuations. but because of a bloody assified thing. im gonna scold the word FUCK many times. i dont care.

okie.. i finally recalled what happened in my last round. i noe i was very tired and slow down a lot, BUT ITS PARTLY 80% *** ****'s fault. that bitch. come and block my way. i actually had lots of energy to 'sprint' but she wasted all my energy on asking her to SIAM. but apparently, she didnt seem to hear me. and i had to waste my breathe telling her "EXCUSE ME" 3 TIMES. kaos. and for-dont-know-what reason, she didnt seem to hear. wasting so much of my time, i just went through she and her friend. accidentally stepped on her leg and she went OUCH. wels, its her fault. INCONSIDERATE. and her ass friend too. fuck them lahs. wasted at least 5seconds lor. more than that actually. but i just need 5more seconds to get a C. fUCK,. why cant they just siam. then i dont need to run another time, stupid.

waste my time, energy and effort. im gonna rmb this for the rest of my life. think only 2 ppl besides me know who that bitch is. wells. she's really a bitch, even if she din block my way, she'll still be one.

2005-05-31T12:20:00.000+08:00

My Faiirytale Land

once upon a time..

there lived a little princess in the faiirytale land

then she met her prince charming

the fell in love and..

lived happily ever after.

a typical story yet really attracted me. why cant all stories and parts of life come to a good ending? why?! everyone of us is a writer, a story maker, writer bits and pieces of our life everyday. making new commotion, new excitement, new disappointment. wells. i wanna be a faiirytale writer. who can illusionate into the faiirytale world, the realm of fantasy. and all my endings shall be good and happy ones. no harm shall go to my happy charactors. then, each time i finish writing a story, i'll choose a charactor for myself and take the most minor role. probably being some innocent trees. flowers or animals.. dont think their not important but they actually play an important role in each of your life. giving you energy to work, giving you fresh air to breathe, giving you the colours of life. letting you see that the world can actually be a happier place to live in. wells. thats what i wish for. therefore, no one shall ruin my dream.. though its just only a dream``

Happy Ending``

2005-05-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

my fairytale`
once upon a time..
there lived this princess.

blah. and of course the ending is happy.
like what fairytales usually end up with.
i wish my life is to be like a fairytale
always comes to a happy ending
an expected one
i dont like surprises
my heart cant take it
i'll get heart attack
and probably my artey or vein will burst

i wish i wish i wish
but will my wish come true?
will it?
no.

in life everything's so fake
things happen unexpectedly
while those that u expect to happen
happen to turn up to be one of the worst endings ever

im glad for what u're done
you've already done your part
but so sorry that i havent done mine
seriously sorry

i dont have time! i need more time!
wished something in this world called
the time bank
they'll help you store useless time
like having lessons in school
that u dont want and save it
in case in future
like now
i need time
sighs

you are what you are
god made you like that
you're special in one way or another
just that you havent found your talent
god made everyone special
so you dont have to change just because of me
just be what you are
and i'll be glad
more glad than ever

everyday
every hour
every minute
every second
i enjoy having your accompany
thanks for everything you've done!
yays
todays a special day to remember
joy to the lord..

2005-05-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

its raining now.. listening to tong hua.. i just feel like crying. but no one's here here to comfort me, to give me warmth. i really miss the good old days. blah. what am i doing. just now i was saying i dun wanna tink abt it. haix. just cun help it. the song really wanna make me cry. its so touching. suddenly i thought about the past. the good memories about me and you. and others too. some scenes were so touching. but now everythings like just vanished. the times we had. were all gone. there is this big huge gap between us. that cannot be get rid off. so we just carrying on with our path. without even knowing there was a gap between us. until.. it can be seen. i really regret. sometimes i wonder if i could go back to the past and make the ammendments. will the outcome still be the same? will it still be like that. i think so. because everything's fated. everything. you or i cannot escape from the hands of fate. so. people often say let nature take its course. but i dont want it to be like that. i want to use my abilities to strive for the best. yes the best. but i have limited abilities. i cannot do some things on my own. i need another extra pair of hands to help me. but who is willing to help me. who is willing to save me from this stupidified mess. a person i could trust. wells. i've been hearing this song over and over again for more than 20 times already i guess. its time to let go. wake up wake up! get out of this mess. live your life. dont dwell in this road. jiayous` sometimes, i really wonder. if i've been to a fairyland. i just cant face it. please! give me the courage!

[my true confessions]

2005-05-14T18:08:00.000+08:00

is this all fated
all these events
it just led me to this mess
a mess that somehow i wished will be out of sight now
this very moment

you and i
when we were with the crowd
we act as if nothing had happened
people thought nothing was wrong

but what happened when i saw you today
we just brushed past each other's sleeve
and walked away
acting like total strangers

i wanted to give you a smile
but you gave me a gloomy face
a i-have-nothing-to-do-with-this face

you had really 'made' my day
a day day i wont ever forget

you brought me up and down
just like roller coaster rides
happy and sad
for once
i thought i was the happiest person on earth
but for the very next moment
i was the saddest person ever
left alone in this

you made this mess
and make me clear it up
very well done huh

but well
i will just disappear out of your sight
isnt this what you want

but you will be just left with an imcomplete puzzle
a puzzle that you and i wont know
the mystery behind it
that was the crucial piece

denial for reality
i wished all these was just my illusion
a dream
once awake and everything would just
vanish into the air
i wish i wish i wish

when will this day come?

2005-05-12T17:30:00.000+08:00

okie. its time to post something happy! yays! today we had a really fun day lahs. and i finally got a new hairband. ever since my burfday. whahas. actually, its 2. wells. im so broke lahs. duno how i spend so much today. abt hmms. 10+. dats minusing lending cheryl $$ los. wells. in fact, i din noe outside our sch hav dis prata shop los. hahas. and the guy dere so funny, wad amused me more is he can actually speak chi los. lala.

and recess was.. umm fun!! continue having recess together like dat for one week and i'll probably die of laughter lahs. -__________- hee hee. but wished the sch had diff kinds of fruits everyday. or else will be damn sian can.

ytd band was umm. no comments. lala~ it wasnt dat bad lahs. but luckily i had my book. or else i'll be bored to death. can can really slp lahs. hope the new scores come soon. real soon los. or else we'll be like.. doing warm ups. all the time. but actually its quite gd. can hav a steady basic first.

wells. its improving. dat's all i can say!! =P cheer on mans. believe in yourself. never doubt your capabilities.

2005-05-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

its just like a jigsaw puzzle
cant you see it
once one teeni weeni piece gone missing
and cannot b retrieve back
all the effort that has been put in have gone down to the drain

you are like the jigsaw puzzle
im the piece missing
lost in the midst
nowhere to go
roaming about aimlessly

but it doesnt make you a jigsaw puzzle
a puzzle that is incomplete isnt a puzzle
wells
its time to let go
we've gave each other time
not really a time limit
but you know
i know too

give and take
what comes around goes around
so learn to forget
and good new things will come
buzzing in

[just forget it bahhs]

i wish nothing had happened at all.
the higher i climb
the harder i fall
the higher my expectations
the more disappointed i'll be

i expected this to happen
but its all because of my curiosity
my mischief
gosh
gotten me into this pile of shit
this pile of mess
ahhhhh

wells. just watched sleepover and its nice. hee hee. make me forget about my thoughts. but just a lil complaint. the female lead actress is a bit too fat. muahahha. sound mean huh. okie okie. gotta slp nw. gosh. so late le. msn is deserted los

2005-05-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

well, i thank lord for making this day possible. so fun, enjoyable and memorable.

lord i lift your name on high
lord i love to sing your praises
i'm so glad you're in my life
i'm so glad you came to save us

you came from heaven to earth
to show the way
from the earth to the cross
my debt to pay
from the cross to the grave
from the grave to the sky

lord i lift your name on high

god has made a way
where there seems to be no way
he works in ways
you cannot see
he will make a way for me

he will be by my side
hold me close into his side

he will make a way

he will make a way.

[yes. i believe that he will make a way for me]

truely madly deeply

i'll be your dreams
i'll be your wish
i'll be your fantasy

i'll be your hope
i'll be your love
be everything that you need

i'll love you more with every breathe
truely madly deeply
oh yeahs

i wanna stand with you on the mountian
i wanna bateh with you in the sea
i wanna lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me

when the stars are shining
brightly in the velvat sky
i'll make a wish and
make you wanna to cry

[ give me the courage to speak to you face to face! i dont dare! ahhhh! just a lil tiny weeny bit of courage will do, its all i need.]

2005-05-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

hahas. happy sweet 14 to me! yipees! =P hmms. okie. ytd had the celebration after sch and i just simply stink with whip cream lah. gosh la. -__________- now my newly bought pathetic comb stinks. im gonna wash it damn throughly later mans. hees. okie and i loaded the photos le. yays! so nice! all thx to oli the photographer for my cam. whahas. she'll b damn happy if she reads this lo. =P im so nice. okie. thx to sheena who bought the pres and the cake too. hahas. the cake's really nice and filling. but i thought it's suppose to be a cheesecake?? hahas. wdv lahs. yesh. and wusuan the photographer too. lala. she had a haircut today lo. hahas. look so weird. -__________-

i wished on the min the clock strike 12am. hope my wishes will come true esp dat one. anw, its already halfway done. god's so great man. granted my wish on the very day of my burfday. haix. but hope this can last forever. or i'll feel even worse..

thx to those who gav me pressies! they are all really cut and nice. hehes. to the sax, ur gift is a gift dat's so nice. i lurve u guys and of cos the gift too. u noe dere's dis old song called 'the gift' and its really nice. its ringing in my head nw. hehs. lala~ haiyo. though how small or invaluable the gift is, it all comes from the heart, so i'll appreciate it all no matter wad. smiles! =P

okie. went out to orchard today. wells. some misunderstandings but den erms. its all cleared! tink so bahh. and we took neos today! yays! =P it was really pathetic with so many pics lah. and its not really a sectional lunch lah cos dere's more saxists den flautists hahas.

2005-04-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

o wells
i guess everything is over le
the storm is gone
but i still cun see my sun
it probably still hiding behind the clouds bahh
but i kind of missed the stormy weather
there is this weird weird feeling inside me
have no idea if what i did was right
can anyone tell me?
no..
cus i dont even dare to tell that anyone the whole story
i missed the days we had
though now i dont see you that often
but u know
u know
dat my heart is all along with you
wells. i can't dig out my heart to show u rights?
and you act as if nothing had happened

i've tried all ways to shun u
but fate always bring us together
i meet u everywhere
even in streets
duno why that happens
its just kind of weird

i am tired now.
i am living in a world of fantasy
in a world of darkness
in a world of where people betrays their friends
even their closest friend
my sun is covered by thos clouds
the evil clouds
can't they just go off
just let me go
i won't bother you
go away_________*

2005-04-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

ytd was fun. morning had speech day rehearsal and its quite successful. but general salute was a little too slow lahs. i tink? the snrs played really well. yes. aft dat went for lunch. with cheryl, mel and peiqi. aft dat took train to orchard and met mei and shil and cine. dey were at bits and pieces. before dat saw jana, then cheeri, wee shan and wanting. my skirt was folded, lucki she din say anything. phew~ den we bot our rings! yays! so nice!! [me, mei, shil and viki]. yes; and me, mei, shil, oli, jy, vicki, liqin and pohyi went to watched movie. watched guess who. and it was really funny and amusing. kae. find it hard to blog. byes. nites.

2005-04-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

"we'll hold our hands, till the end"
how i wished
this perfect moment can last forever
that beautiful scenario has been there
in my head
don't know when this wonderous moment will last until
wished there's a preservative for this
这个简单爱

2005-04-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

kae. not dat i din post, dat time the thing jammed again, so i got freaked out lo. hmms. bleah. ytd wen to manda's hse until 9+ and did the syf prezzies. hmms. quite okie lahs. so we din get badge in the end. lala. aft wen to macs with cheryl and i reached home at 10+. meet jy at the shop at chat with her till 11. yesh. and i have no time to study le. argh!! die die..
today had tuition. and aft sci went to heartland to search for prezzie and i finally bought it. hmms. im broke liao lahs. bleah. and still have the $$ to eat marche? no way mans. dots.

things actually turned out to be like that? haha. count urself lucky, dere's much worse things which are gonna happen mans. its all fate lahs. so laugh as much as you can. as laughter is the cheapest medicine but it aint gonna heal my cut. ppl often say talk to someone and tell all your troubles. but to whom can i tell? no one i trust and even if the person can be trusted, dere will still be this little little bit of tinch dat tell me not to tell. i just hate living in this world mans. and how come things turn out like that. no one will expect that scenario mans. haix. just wait till this thing is over and hopefully the rainbow will appear after this stormy disasterous weather. where i can find new happiness and meet you over the other end of the rainbow.

2005-04-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

haix. finally a load off my mind. eng CA! crapp lahs. she's such an ass mans. say wad everyone handed in late. and everyone minus marks? heard of dis crap before. damn lahs. we dun even have eng lesson today and she also nv say clearly lahs. ass-hole lah. fcuk her.

kae. band was okie. in the av theatre. and its nice lahs. i mean our speech day songs lahs. cos got snrs help mah. but dey'll be playing too i heard. hmms. and she released earli. yays. but it doesnt really make a diff. cos i forgot to bring my wall et out and gotta go back. haix. make me so paiseh lo. haix. lucki she din say anything. but she said wad go admire the mechanical men? erms. dots. i have no comments.

haha. wonders if cheryl's gonna post abt my hp and the things she see inside lo. haix. hope she doesn't rmb. anw. its nothing really. just dat she's abnormal. so she think its weird lo. so its she's weird, not me. whahah. bleah.

kae. shall study math. i haven study!! gosh. if its upon 40, i hope i can get 30 and above, and if its upon 30, at least 20 bahh. haix.

2005-04-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

had band ytd and it was quite okie. ms sia was in a good mood. hmms. it was the first time we wore the blue and white. so its nice except when i got out of the car in the morn i was blurr seeing so many ppl wearing blue and white. cant really tell who is who. hahas. and snrs had the exchange programme with tkss and fair field. according to duno who, we are the best dere.(duh) and fair field played same song as st nicks and st nicks is better. tkss play same song as yu hua and yu hua's better of cos.

and when keeping the damn heavy chairs, i was lyke gonna die lah. my finger almost broke mans. bleah. aft dat gotta wait for lq's dad to come to pass to me the file for eng lahs. stupid thing. only got 1 week to do lahs. damn. mel waited for me. yay! she's so nice mans. haha. and when we walking out of the gate, saw sheena and xy running back. xy forgot her ez link los. hahas.

we ran all the way to traffic light and of cos i won. hehs. and we ran all the way to bus stop again cos of 31 double deck, and we dun wanna miss it. haha. had a fun time in the bus as usual.

hmms. i did the stupid ppt straight away when i got home lahs. and did until like 12.33am? haix. im so tired mans. and its not done. and i gotta finish it today. damn sick lahs. and i haven even revise for chi ying yong wen and maths and hist. arGh!!

today i went to walk and check out the badge price. shhh. okie. i shall not rite anymore. but no snrs will patronise my blog lahs. and i bought for her the stuffs she wan. so she owe me another wan. hahahaha.

aiya. okie. btr go and bathe and ctn doing damn ppt. haix. but i wanna sleep!!! pls help me!!!

sometimes i really wanna sit down and talk to you. but i just can't find the time. so how? just comtinue to let this situation get worse. anyway, i don't think anything can be done right now. i don't think u'll read all these dats y i write this here. so even if you happen to read this, i don't think you'll be that smart to guess i'm actually talking to you. once again, my heart sank deeper for what happened. disappointed again. yet again.

2005-04-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

whaha. we had sports day today. but dere's sth weird abt dis year. nobody's giving april fools' joke or playing a prank. eeyer.. no fun wan. okie.. prob i dun have the mood to create atmosphere dat's y. see my absence brings a great impact on others. whaha.

okie. i reached dere quite early lahs. and dere's a lot of ppl dere liaos. and urgh! actually i duno wad happened too. but our class banner is missing lo. and it was so embarrassing dat we were the only class without a banner. parading just like dat. bleah. and we could have won lahs. den 2/4 wont win. and ours is the nicest amongst the whole of sec1, 2, and 3s, besides 3/9 de. cos deir's really really nice. and if we won the banner, our ranking might go up and we might be the 2 best class mans. but again. its fated lahs. nobody can control fate. but we still won 3rd. and its reall gd liaos. so keep up the gd effort niners. we rawk! yays!

and i tink im gonna have sore throat. screamed too much lahs. haha. congrats to ceri and syaz. win so many awards. blah blah. dey really done our class proud mans. and we took sectional photos. and the pics are quite okie lahs. shi lin take wan mahs. lols. no comments. and no offence. heh. luckily i brought my cam. den can take picx! im gonna load in my com soon mans. and bell, i'll send u the photos if u rmb to ask? i very forgetful wan. heh.

the line dancing was horrible mans. nobody rmbs the steps and everyone went craziie! haha. and beside us was 4/3. din see bl went so crazy before los. and yahs. she was partnering xy. okie. and we took band photos aft dat. but i doubt can even see our faces lahs. its like how many ppl? hmms. bleah.

went for lunch at sing post. no one was dere at its quite a nice thing. cos everyone would have prob gone to bugis or orchard bahh. and no one will wana go sing post. yah. so... and it was fun! except the service at long john is bad. nvm. should not talk abt it. spoil my mood nia. kaes.

go for piano. urgh! so sick. bleah, hope i'll wont be scolded again. haix. pray hard mans.

2005-03-31T21:54:00.000+08:00

haha.. so long nv post. see im so guai. nv been really online for the past few days lahs. hmms. okie, im hyper nw! yays. so happy to be hyper and nv did i really laugh madly for a very very long time. hehs. yarhs. during the bus trip home ytd los. guanyu was in the bus too. and she went mad over her lao gong.

today suppose to meet her dere outside sch and i waited outside the sch under the shelter but dere's still rain splattering on me for her abt 15min like a moron and den she said she got geog supp. hmms. but lucki i saw gy and she's sho nice to wait for me. hehs. when crossing the traffic light, saw qy and she look really weird. huh. hehs. and i was so damn nice to go make her new ez card with her lahs. and im the first to see it. bwahahaha. we went to hg de. and aft dat we ate at macs and 'did hw' for an hr. and den we got so bored and decided to walk around. she shopped for sth and im so nice to help her buy more if she needs more. haha. im NICE! and we laughed a lot. she's so into dat dat she immediately took the thing out in the train. kan cheong lah woman!

lala. tml's april fools'. and is also our sch's sports day. hmms. hope it'll b okie. and i duno how to get back frm dere lahs, last yr my dad fetched. so..... haix. and aft dat still must take band photo. hahah. im gonna bring my cam i tink. lols. hope can take some nice photos with my great photography skills. >.<

y are we acting like strangers now
you became so polite to me
as if i was not anything
now i finally know that you have made your choice
to forget the past
to lighten you burden
but do you know that someone's
deeply hurt in this process?
you built your happiness on someone's sadness
is this the right thing to do?
you did not care about my feelings at all
all you care is about yourself
leaving me alone
helpless. sad. lonely.
my mind is in a whirl now.
i want to forget you but i cannot.
i really cannot
it has been for days already
i tried very hard
to be happy and to act like i am
but deep in my heart.
all these are sealed tightly inside
nothing can be forgotten
and nothing can go in to fill its place
sometimes i really hope miracles do happen
oh god
please make a miracle
let me see hope
just a glimmer of hope will do
i dont ask for much
let me see light in life.
the light that leads to another door
and hope it'll be a wider and warmer door.
and will not freeze my heart once again.

2005-03-26T17:03:00.000+08:00

hihi. hmms. just posted something on the flautists bloggie~ hehs. just rmbed dere's this blog dat exsisted so i went to try to log in and i succeeded! dat shows dat my memory is not lag lahs. hehs. hmms. today's a boring day. i woke up in the morning, hmms, pretty early bahhs. and i had a splitting headache. so i decided not to go tampiness to do the banner. sorry people. it was a last min thing. and rai just totally forgot about the whole thing lahs. whaha. memory lack los. kaes. i did i lil math and read finish the king of shadows today. whaha. at last i finish reading dat book, thot its not really nice but the ending turned out to be very interesting. and i got a lil touched. hehs. emotions went wild. hmms. a very nice lit book mans. and just prac piano toos. err.. and i showed my mum my math marks. she was lyke **/30? y so lousy? but i thot the marks was okie lah. she made me even more depressed. even if i get full marks, she also wont be happy de, cos she'll give an excuse saying dat the ppr's easy, dat's y. and she's so bias! towards my bro- urgh!

okies. ytd i went out to do hist in the afternoon at drea's hse. and we sort of finish everything le lahs. and aft dat i gotta rush bac to kovan to meet rai and liqin. dey going my hse to do the eng proj. and i was late in the end. but liqin's later and she said she's taking cab here, so me and rai walked in first. it was a pretty long way in and we say jing yong's dad and bro playing bmt. i thot one of them was jy at first and i called her. but lucki dey din hear. all else will be so paiseh. hehs. yahs. we discussed lahs. and liqin finally came at 7.30. den we had dinner kfc at my hse. after dat i sent them out, liqin to mrt station and rai to bus stop.

when walking home, the night breeze was cool. and it was a full moon nite. i walked alone down the lonely road, alone, all by myself. thot of the past and drowned my sorrows. i sat at the pool for a while thinking abt you. the past abt everything. the memories dat you gave me. nice and bad ones. how i wish i can just keep the happy ones and throw the bad ones away into the big ocean. but can i?

2005-03-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

argh!
yy am i stucked in dis stupid situation?
wanting to give upp halfway through,
but is reluctant to do so too
yy is dis so.
are u just trying to make my life miserable?
its miserable enuf already lahs.
oh mans.
i thought u turned over a new leaf
and sort of forgave u for what u have done.
but a leopard will never change its spots,
let alone a human.
will never thrust anyone again.
the word thrust
is a mighty word.
please bear dat in mind.
the pain i bore is not just what u think.
u made my life miserable once over again.
i really wanna get dis over once and for all.
but thinking abt the happy memories we shared,
the times we have gone through
the stupid things we did.
i really dun wanna give upp.
but i gave you many chances.
you seem to not know.
and break my heart again.
im so damn disappointed again.
noticed everything's again?
dis shows how many million of chances i gave to you.
-yet again utterly disappointed-

okie. shall not think of dis stupid stuffs dat is gonna make my head go craziie. anw, im already going bonkers. its just a matter of time. hmms. mayb i'll be a panadol addict soon.

hmms. dere's speech day rehearsal today. in the hot sun. haix. and i wasnt really feeling dat rite dat time. and we had to use the stinko flutes to play. i duno where mine gone to. haix. tink its the one sheena's using. but the one i got's really cannot pitch AT ALL lahs, and 'thx' manda huh. for exchanging with me to get back ur old wan. wdv lahs.

and once again. cheryl's off with oli and didn't take 31 bac. and so poor sharyn has to sit the bus alone all the way to tp. haix. pity her. cos the 5 of us got of. me, jessica, val, jiayi and another of val's friend. hmms. haha. xy missed the bus. okie.

and tuition was damn boring. i was practically sleeping for the past 2hrs lah. haix. ppl are making me worse. esp isabelle. making me even more depressed. hope i'll not clash with her when calling the new latest hotline huh. nvm, im being lame los.

note: i guess dat's the end. i'll never let you off again. never make me your scapegoat. you will regret your actions someday. once out of dis door, u're never to return again.

2005-03-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

okie. im feeling much much btr nw. and i feel dat actually dere's someone who is constantly beside me and i nv took notice of it. someone who's always beside me, dere for me even in dat dark lonely alley.

i suddenly feel like blogging at dis time. hmms. just finished my mo xie. hopefully i can rmb every bit tml huh. haix. i really wana chat with cheryl nw. but just so sad dat i came a min ltr. she's just gone. as in gone to bed or wdv lahhs. bleah. im so crappy. and quite high.

anw, i'll try my very best to be my real mad self kaes? dun wanna see ppl's sad face upon looking at dis gloomy me. hehs. im high. high. high. tink high. aim high. look high. and be high! dis must be wad im looking for. hehs. thx cheryl for letting me find my real self . lurvve yu lots.

muacks. muacks. and nites. good luck everyone. find ur own real self if u have not.

urgh! tml got sch. haix.

everyone lurvves orange! huahua!

2005-03-19T16:10:00.000+08:00

im so sick of dis life.
i really wanna give up
and dun look further.no more hopes.
u have brokenn my heart once again.
over and over again
i have forgave u.
but u did not bother.
instead hurt me even more.
i really wanna give dis ********ship up.
but is dis what i really want?
is dis wad i really hope for?
i am not sure of this
but there's one thing i wanna confirm
do i still have a place in ur heart?
do u still regard me as wad u tink of me last time?
i doubt it.
cos now u dun even care for me.
like what u were before.
u changed into a really different person.
a monster! who goes to the crowd
leaving me this dark alley.
to fight the battle myself.
feel so helpless.
dere's no one to cheer me up.
let alone to share the burden.
why is this so?
i've done whatever things to changed.
but u din even tok notice.
im so disappointed in you.
utterly disappointed.

droplets of tears are seen
trickling down my face
even if i did not show
deep deep down in my heart
it seems like dere's a big cut
all the blood gushing out
sometimes i feel like im gonna die soon
but who gives a damn rite?
nobody even bothers
ppl might even rejoice
some ppl
heartless creatures.
wonder in the first place how come are dey even born into this world
a world full of beasts
betrayers

im living in a life of horror
horrible life i got
although i tiank god for letting me to born in this world
sometimes i think back
if i was something else
will it be better?
some ppl who are more ordinary
more joyful
more happy
more friendly
doesn't goes according to the majority
bleah
what am i toking abt.
crapp.

-stuckked in a dark alley-
-never to get out again-

dere's a saying goes " the harder you fall, the higher you bounce"
but as for me?
the harder i fall, i lost everything. stuckked in a god damn big hole. never gonna see the outside world again. never. cos nobody helped me to open my gate to light. mo matter how loud i screamed. nobody. humans only care abt themselves. no one is selfless. ppl do things for their benefit. why cant this world have more innocent people?

dear readers. if i darken ur day aft yu read this, dun blame me. im in a very sorry state now. thx for reading by the way. hope yu wont follow my footsteps.

2005-03-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

whahaha.. im so happy today!! hmm.. went to andrea's hse today. and i reach like damn earli. but hmms.. stayed till one thirty. den went to a nearby shop to eat. ate dumpling noodles. and aft dat went to marine parade lib. hehs. did lagacy at dere again. and the outcome is wooh! fabulous man.. hehs. im so proud of me and mei's work.

i reached home at 5.30 and mei left hurriedly. she's so siao. first she called me jingying, den sharmaine and den daisy (her sis).. so diaos rite? i noe.. stupid woman!!

aft dat. rw came to my hse. and used my com while i slept at the sofa for a very short while. its so short only lahh. prob 10min. and while i was just about to enter my dreamland, and she woke me upp!! i was so damn sleepy los..

din eat dinner. just saw her eat. hehs. but i bought chocolates to munch in class lo. tuition was borring!! w/o shil msging me.. haix. so bored. she just taught the new topic. which mrs choo taught liao. so dere's nothing new.

hehs. here comes the nice and happy part of today!! i bought a new bottle!! yays! rejoice! shld be oli rejoicing lahh. cos i dun need drink frm her bottle anymore liao. is the nike bottle. duno how to describe. but actually i wanted dat long long time ago. but just i dun have time nor $$, so just have to wait.. and wait.. and wait.. until today!

and before buying the bottle i saw sylvia. she's quite blurr.. hehs. no offence los. think she was rushing to go back to her dad's car or sth lahh.. dis's the third time i bump into her at heartland i tink?? hmms..

2005-03-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

i had band and cheerleading today. o wells.. cheerleading wasnt so bad aft all.. except prob the ending bahh. haiyoyo.. doubt we'll win.. but who cares. just noe dat ur own self put in euough effort can liao los. the sec3s were fabulous man.. for some, dey got softer and softer instead. whaha. im lk so evil. the sec2s not really a lot of cheers from other classes. hmms. stilll so selfish. and the sec1s were so soft. only 1 or 2 classes were loud. mostly were loud for the tk philosophy and blahh. hehs.. so cos of dis i went for band at abt 10+ los.. by dat time ms wong was already. so juz warm up and blah. den we had to learn the new songs. some are really quite nice. lyke pomp and circumstances the fanfare part. hehs.

lunch was really late lor.. and my stomach was already growling. xy and sj went to help us buy food first but too bad. the store is closed. so in the end the sec2s ate instant noodles, sheena and val ate wdv dat dey brought and the rest ate wanton noodles. haha. and the trombonists were very noisy.

when walking back to sch. saw ms sia. and a snr. kaes. and cheeri took cheryl's rubber band away. so she had to borrow from ppl. den we went to photocopy scores for abi. and on the way i banged into a stupid dusbin. whaha. i was toking to lena abt the bo li xie and i din see wad. nvm. its not my fault.

haha. we had sec2s combine aft lunch. but we combined ourselves. and according to val, ms sia said we play very nice. but i tink if she's in the room, she can vomit blood. cos we were quite out of tune and were quite airy too. hehs. mr ong came today too. wooh. wad a rare person.

and when going home on the way to day and night and on the bus i was pratically siao los. hehs. cun help it. and stupid mel went to pull my rubber band away. i screamed los. hehs. so she has no choice but to give it bac to me. :P

and during combine, kuan yee was playing some kind of nemo game. and i thought its nimmo the green frog. and dey all laugh at me. wahaha.. so bad. and nw so many ppl noe abt my 'sch'.. for the deaf and blind wan.. wa liew.. so paiseh. even some of the sec4s noe liao los. and dey laughed. how insulting man! arGh!!

hehs. i took mrt home with val. and chatted with her. time passed real soon. just when we talk abt an interesting topic and it was at kovan liao. haix. so sad. anw cheryl. if u read dis. and so to mel and sharyn too. the ting dat val offered to me wasnt fried criket. it just looked like one so sheena decided to call it criket. -_-!! rite? hehs. its some kind of toufu, sesame and stuffs fried lah. wdv. i din taste it cos it looks so gross! but val said it was 'heavenly', manda said dat too. haha. wdv los.

kaes. im supposed to do history now. anw.. my friday is free!! finally i can have a free day where i dun need to wake up early in the morning. hehs..

2005-03-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

we had band today
.i reached very early, but xy's earlier lo
read the stupid history bk.
and its so damn boring.band was boring.
i was totally freaked out.didnt really had lunch.
just a bar of dove and a drink.cos of cheerleading.
had practice during lunch break.its quite sucessful, although yanti and fezra was not here.
hope tml's will be a sucess bahh//had combine.
and sec2s were sort of chased out.
haix. stupid speech day rehearsal.
now we must memorize so many parts.
under the double march, starting of p and c, general, fanfare of p and c, hands across the sea
arGh! and we packed the scores today.according to alphabetical order.
actually its not really we lahh.
and i was even more freaked out when keeping instru
sj gave me qy flute and i gotta help her keep
when ltr we had to take uni
i forgot abt it lah
and dey reminded me when i went to get leave form
den dey are lyke so free
den still ask me to keepso one kind.
im gonna explode soon.
REAL SOON!
and before dat i thought need to sign leave form,
and i got a lot of tings to doi was left dere.
looking so pathetic.
many tings bothering me in my heart.
and when i asked cheryl to help me keep qy's flute,
wad did she do?
ctn packing her stuffand i really asked many times.
nobody helped me
dey just left without a word.
feeling very left out.
put urself in my shoes.
wad would u feel?

2005-03-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

okie.. hope dat dis time the font doesn't come out dat gigantic anymore huh.. hmms.. went to watch the series of the unfortunate events on sat.. and its lyke suppose to be a class bonding activity and only 12 ppl turned up.. stupid vicki and jy.. dun wana go watch.. -_-!!

kaes.. the show's quite ok larr.. adn its lyke aft the show everyone's disperse.. the malays went off and the chinese left behind.. dat's so pathetic huh.. and me, mei, sj and bell went to take neos. juz one time as i was rushing for time.. whaha.. i haven got my share of the neos yet.. wonder how does it looks like huh.. hope its not so terrible and horrible looking..

aft dat kelly suddenly appeared and i went to watch the latin dance concert with her. her dad drove us to nee an oply.. dere was lyke so big! my dad's also frm nee an.. whahas.. and when he was driving me home.. he's toking abt nee an last time compared to now.. bleahs.. when it was in his time, dere was only 1 cateen and now dere's 5. and i found dat he took mechanical engineering course last time.. according to him, dere was very very pathetic number of courses to take.. haha..kaes.. actually its not really a concert but sort of a competition.. for the young, teeenagers and 'elderly' - not dat old lahs.. and dey all dance so gracefully.. deir body so soft.. im so envious man.. haix..aft dat i wen to had supper cos i din really had sort of a dinner at dere.. hmms.. slp at 12++ bahh..

and the next day got history discussion at andreas hse. my dad got freaked out cos i din get the add but its partly his fault too.. cos he went to telok kurau h and not k.. whahas.. so paiseh when i went to press the wrong doorbell.. hehs..kaes.. and i went for tuition aft that.. haix.. before dat went to the lib to borrow the history bk for doing the damn sickening book review.. hmms.. and i read half of the book in the nite until 12++ too.. haix.. so tired lo.. and the book is like damn boring lah.. arGh!!

went to vicki's hse dis morning and i had to wake up like damn earli.. i woke up at 7.30.. and at first i thought it was a sch day and i was so terrified.. and then i suddenly remembered it was the hols.. so i took my time.. but i was still damn early lahh.. it was only 9.30 and i was taking bus 10 liao.. and dat bus was like going supper fast lo.. cos nobody get up the bus and there was only 5 other ppl in the bus.. whaha..in the end she asked her sis to come and fetch me to her hse.. haix.. what a lazy piggy she is.. oops. anws, her hse is quite nice lahh.. and her room is rather spacious too.. haha.. liqin came aft a while too and we only did a lil of the cheerleading thingy los.. the rest of the time was so slack..

and we had kfc for lunch.. me and lq was lyke duno what to choose. either the bandito or 2 pieces of chicken. so in the end we gotta ask vicki's sis to choose a or b.. haha.. dat's so lame lo..

and left her hse at abt 2pm. and i gotta take bus all the way back to sch dere and to parkway. met mengmei on the bus so we went to macs and i had to see her eat. aft dat we went to the library to do the stupid lagacy game lahhs.. so stupid.. and we stayed dere until 7.15. haix. and it's only half done lor.. haix. so much tings cropped up man..so in the end i reached home at abt 8pm?

hms.. so tired now.. but i still wana watch my show.. hehs.. bo li xie. so sad dere's no shil to msg to late in the nite lyke dis.. how i miss her man.. hehs.. okie lahh.. byes!!

muacks. miss ya. hope u can forget the past and look into the future. hope u'll find *** soon bahh.. good luck!

2005-03-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

aiya.. firstly, i wana say byes o shil and although i noe dat she will not be able to see my blog now, i wish she'll hav a nice and safe and fun journey and time dere.. and hope she rmb to buy my prezzie!! and she definately wil.. cos i juz reminded her juz nw.. whaha.. okie.. her flight's at 1035.. she sae she'll b missing the first dae of sku. hmms.. so gd and bad too.. haha..

okie.. and dere was speech day rehearsal today.. and its chao boring la!! i tink altogether we only played less den 5mins la.. cos dere's lyke only 16bars and dey repeated the fanfare part 5 times? umm.. dotx rite? haiyo.. and dey released so early..its lyke 4.30 la! adn i had so much time to walk around at hg mall..

cheryl din come today.. and dats so saddening.. but its qutie ok la.. and she's gonna stand bside manda.. and frm left: oli, me, manda, cheryl.. yarrr.. liddat lor.. and val, sheena and sijia came to 'support' us.. and val stayed till the end.. and she took 31 bac too.. haha.. had quite an enjoyable time in the bus with liubing, mel, sharyn, val, shujie, jiayi and pek hong.. haha.. and dey came around looking at my progress report.. aiya.. i got so lousy.. damn larr!! and stupid *** got top in class.. arGh!! so clever.. haix.. cos i failed my history mah.. and its so terrible!! bleah.. and val dun 'ren' me as her jnr.. jk la.. cos of my 'retardedness'? erm.. forget it.. its noting nice to tok abt.. and lucki cheryl's not dere.. cos she'll prob go mad lk the last time bahh.,. whaha..

kaes.. had piano and when coming bac.. jy called me and we wok bac home.. haix.. she's lyke carrying a whole lot of books and looking very pathetic.. (no offence huh) .. byes.. eating dinner.. haix.. sad sad..

how do i face life in future
with no face to look ahead to see where im going
dont know which road to take
no aims in life
my bloody life!!

2005-03-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

urgh!! im so damn pissed off la! i got myself changed to a very very terrible and horrible position!! arGh!! damn la.. i din even tok much and have been very very extremely guai for the whole of dis year kae? and what i got bac? a change of position which seperate me n shil! dat's so saddening la! and dis shows dat it doesn't pays to b guai! argh!!! feel lyke bursting nw la! damnit! kaes.. shouldn't scold so much.. but.. but.. i juz cun.. so im going on crapping and im typing very fast nw.. cos.. cos.. gotta go tuition soon!! aiya.. crapp larr!! and im siting bside ****** now.. some ppl shld noe who the person is rite? and she's quite irratating la// but she's quite nice sometimes too.. but the prob is i juz cun stand sitting bside her.. and arh.. dis jingying nv reli tok de.. so sad.. shil's gone and i have nobody to tok and crap to.. haix..

maths lesson cas chao borriiingggg la!! i was doing other stuffs la.. and i totally agree wad cheryl say.. she treat us lyke some primary sch kids where she gotta teach 1+2=3.. those sort of stuffs.. uhh.. and her explanation's so damn lousy la.. i dun even noe wth she's toking abt lo.. haix.. and i hate dat idiotic chair im sitting on.. so high and it's lyke some short toddlers to sit on .. -_-!!

okie okie.. juz now met cheryl and mel outside the sch in the video shop aft waiting xy for lyke 30min? i was practically standing dere in the shade(and mind you! dere's heat la), lyke an idiot.. waiting for.. ahem! bleah.. kaes.. but at least she b bothered to call la.. or else i'll b waiting longer.. but i already crossed the road by then lo.. haha.. and she called in the sch hall la.. lols.. somehow comforting her fren? haha.. wad a nice fren.. bleah.. y m i singing praises of her? uhgh! nvm.. kaes.. ate at mos burger.. umm.. i mean.. its mel and cheryl.. i din eat.. except frm mel a pathetic fry.. whaha.. nw im feeling quite hungry le.. and cheryl drank some kind of disgusting soup where she dipped the dries in and eat? eew! disgusting fellow!!

aiya.. byes!! g2g le.. im gonna b late!! but who cares.. at least i did the revision ppr.. haha.. so guai rite? and gd luck for my maths test if i ever get dat ppr bac..

and to shil: have a safe and nice journey!! :P miss ya. lurve ya. muacks..

2005-03-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

okie.. just read thru ppl's blog, and found dat many of em have change's deir layout n stuffs.. n me leh? same one.. haha.. okie.. i dun b bothered lahh.. and its lk how many times i get to go online a week? its lk 3 times at the very most? haha.. so sort of outdated too la.. its not dat some ppl dun allow me to use the com or wdv.. no time bahh.. everydae so damn busy lah.. and on free days olways got some ppl ask me to go out, eat lunch n blahh.. heh.. dis's my life lo.. and my sis lah. everydae play her stOopid online game- conquer.. but she just recently took up french.. learning at some place dat i duno where iszit.. so, haha.. she keep herself busy, actually, its no diff..cos its on fri... and normally i'll use the com today.. yarr!! wdv lah.. im toking crap..

okie.. juz nw i went to oli, cheryl and a lil of cheeri and wee shan's blog to see see look look.. and yah.. dat cherryfruitcake is reli a 'nice' name huh..? haha.. CFC.. very non environmental friendly.. but actually i dun reli b bothered abt all dese lah.. and haha.. cheeri's actually quite nice.. haha.. nvm.. shall tok less and look more... open my eyes wider..

kaes.. cheryl's sick.. she still come to sku.. haix.. shld take MC.. and its not lyke dere's any CAs rite? uh.. guess so? kaes.. hope she get well soon! thou sometimes she's quite mean to me.. but nvm.. im a very nice person.. but sometimes ppl reli take avantage of dis point.. humpgh! its also sort of my weakness too blah.. but sometimes i can get reli mad.. wait till the volcano reli errupts bahh.. but so far i tink i cannot reli hold it anymore.. some ppl r reli reli neglecting me.. n sometimes i duno reli wana say or see.. i'll get even more sick if it continues to b liddat.. feeling very sad now.. dun reli wana go for band tml.. cos its lyke.. haix.. some small tings may mean big to me.. and its so damn ass la.. i reli feel lyke pouring all dat i wana say into here but i juz cun.. dun wana b so mean.. and its confidential too. so.. i guess i'll end dis sad sad sad sad topic.. bleah!!

okie.. hope band will b okie tml.. i tink im feeling sick too.. n i have nose block.. headache.. stomach cramps.. and my brain isn't reli working today.. haix..

ms ching is gone for good.. and i have a very strong feeling dat the nxt tcher will b worse! arGh!! nvm.. my math's terrible enuf.. now the sub's i can depend on is nothing.. and my history fail lah! i tink i nv gonna take history.. whether elec or core.. wdv la.. stupid wan.. i dun even have an aim.. to go which direction.. im juz taking a step by a step.. not knowing where to go.. juz lyke lost in the middle of a desert, no one to depend on.. no one is reliable enuf.. and dose dat are reliable dun even noe wad the hell i'll b toking la.. stupid..!! life sux man.. ppl say look on the brighter side of life.. dis is all crap la.. life dun even have a better side to look..

anw, i tink im gonna die terribly if my term one progress report cums bac.. is lk no one acres abt me la.. nvm.. my headache's getting more and more terrible! so i shall shut up as i tink no one will b reading my blog too.. its so dead.. bleah.. dere's nothing interesting here.. i hate it!! i hate u.. im so sorry if i hurt ur heart but dere's nothing i can do now.. wad's done is already done.. nothing can b undone!

wa lau.. today's first period's art!! borringgg.. and its lk i spent the whole nite doing the damn art work and in the end that woman ask us to use adobe.. wads the point la.. shit her la.. i reli feel lyke bashing someone up now.. dis post is juz going on and on forever.. duno when i will stop man.. but its juz dat many stupid fucking tings happened to me.. and to u.. my life's so miserable.. y did i did dat anw.. i shldn't even started it.. stupid.. it's such a terrible big mistake.. damn!!!

today got gym.. at least its quite accomplish lah.. and my stomach was lk aching for the whole day la! arGh! im in such a miserable state.....

feel lyke a different person today.. tinking dat i actually confided so much to dis dead com.. bleah.. gonna go now.. miserable girl--

2005-02-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

wooh! it has been a long long bloody time lo.. hahas.. many many tings happened.. and okie.. lemmi tok abt band on wed.. wa liew.. only got me n cheryl lo.. haix.. den we din reli hav sectionals w the rez.. we were in another classroom.. den the others we with wang tong.. manda din come of her broken finger and oli arh.. some things on huh.. and me n cheryl got scolded again.. freak lahh.. juz bcos we cun hold the note long enuf to satisfy her.. aiya.. nvm.. shall not say too much abt it.. but aft the scolding it was quite fun lahh.. we were quite out according to wad xy's fren say.. oh ya.. she's not suppose to b here so earli but her attachment ended earli.. damn earli.. so.. kaes.. and she nv bring her flute, so she sat w us in the class n laze arnd lahh.. hahas..
and for some various reasons, i was in a quite bad mood in the morning.. haiya.. i was black faced all the while before recess.. i was quite pissed off lah.. but she already apologized and i dun reli tink its all her fault lah.. im sorry if i was lyke mean to u.. haiya.. forget it.. wads over is already over.. -_-
and juz now had cheerleading prac.. we wen parkway to eat and spent so much time deciding on wad to eat.. and den suddenly mengmei's mum appear out of nowhere.. hahas.. den she offered to fetch us to sch since she was on the way.. haha.. luckily she appeared.. or else we will b extremely late liao lo..
and piano lesson was terrible lo.. arGh! she scolded me lyke siao lah.. damn.. haiya.. and tml got band, until 12pm.. den aft tt got sectional lunch.. we're gonna take neos too.. according to sheena, and haha! someone's not coming.. everyone is rejoicing lahh.. lols.. n im poning tuition i suppose.. got its lyke.. definately won't make it in time de los..
okie.. g2g.. gd nites.. muacks.. muacks..

2005-02-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. today got sectionals n dere's only me, valerie, cheryl n qiyan.. qiyan not really lah.. cos she gotta do her proj.. so hmm.. quite okie okie lor.. yrumpet oso got sectionals at the canteen dere lo.. n dey came quite early lahh.. aye.. aft tt i wen to macs at tp w cheryl.. and on d way in the bus we kept laughing abt val's name being wei4 xuan1.. sounds weird huh?? hahas.. kaes.. n i bot macs student meal n in d end i only ate the small fries n i was full le.. while the hungry monster cheryl ate the whole meal.. somemore she upsized the fries liao.. n she wanted to buy another meduim fries but lucky the queue was long.. or else.. i cun imagine liao.. haha.. hmm.. den i took 153 back to hg.. so i was juz walking out of heartland mall when i suddenly heard ppl screaming my name, turned around n saw 2 pinkish ppl.. was so shocked lo.. hahas.. it was xinyan and sheena la.. whaha.. dey gav me a shock lor.. was surprised tt dey will appear dere.. aye.. wdv la.. n eng tuition was so borringgg..!! i smsed xinyan n shil n cheryl during the whole lesson.. abt half to xy n half to shil lo and part to cheryl.. hehes.. but i still managed to do the work lahh.. n i felt a lil hungry, so i ate the fillet-o-fish.. half only.. hahas..

2005-01-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

whahas.. its gonna b busy man.. nxt week.. esp the week aft next lo.. got so many CAs n tests.. shitty!!! aye.. so nw i only sat n sun go online.. c so guai rite? n stupid.. rw.. make my fone spoil again!! n nw its worst den laz tym.. wa liew.. dun haf warranty.. she lah.. juz bcause she wana chat w her dear charmaine or whoeva.. den her fone no bat.. as for mine.. chat w her very important meh.. wa liew.. i reli regret taking out my sim card lor.. freak.. n u arh.. is not only once lor.. twice leh.. stil dare to laugh.. arGh! n twice i oso nv tell my dad d truth lor.. damnit.. freak lah.. reli regretted.. i'll learn my lesson n nv hear a word frm u regarding my fone.. hells.. humpf!

okie.. new topic.. tok abt tt make me sick man.. kaes.. ytd oli came my hse to do the cl yan jiang thingy.. n we finally did finish.. hahas.. i got dose info frm ling lao shi's newsppr article.. d one abt sec sch students lyke to go to porn webbies tt topic lor.. cos food is so hard to find.. hahas.. n stupid mel got piano den nv cum n do.. erm.. but nvm.. at least we manage to do finish.. lols.. hahas.. n we bot her sis's prezzie.. err.. kelly's prezzie n cheryl's prezzie.. wa liew.. nw im bac to broke again.. so pathetic.. esp cheryl's prezzie arh.. so ex!! she btr gimme burfdae prezzie man.. or i'll hack her!!

anws, i pierced my ear on thurs.. n my mum or sis dun even noe lor.. i got tie up my hair at home n dey din even notice lo.. hahas.. tt's so funni.. but i tink even if dey noe oso no big deal lah.. but i muz take it out by sun liao.. in case khoo catches lo.. hmmm.. so stupid..

kaes.. mon got band again.. n d sec3s r bac liao.. lols.. n we muz b dere by 2.15pm lor.. den we only haf lyke 30mins to pack bag, wok to d band room, wok down n eat, n wok up again.. n mayb including oli's toilet trips(hahs) bahh.. den sure no tym de.. eyyyy... so stupid..

kaes.. happy belated hari raya.. =P

2005-01-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

aiyoyyoo.. i din got to change my flute!!! bloody hell lah.. dun hav flute case.. den i'll b d only odd one out out of the whole section lor.. damn.. so stupid.. n i'll probably get a new one lyke.. nxt yr.. which is so damn bloody long ltr!! sux man.. shldn't hav change so earli lor.. arGh!!! so pissed off.. n stupid oli keep lyke showing off to me.. wa la... but she oso keep saeing tt i hav more experience w the open flute.. wa crap la.. at least hers is much much btr den mine rite.. mine got lots of faults lor.. arGh!!!
but performing tml.. wich me gd luck bahh.. n hope i play the rhythm all correctly or else sheena will look at me n ask me to pay 10 cents or wdv again lah.. haiyoyyo.. den muz wake up so early again lor.. sum more dis tym is reach sch at 7am in the morning lor.. so earli.. wa lau ay.. but oso no points to tke lor.. hahas.. for the sake of fun??

2005-01-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

haix.. so sian.. new yr n nothing to do.. haix!! erm.. haven buy my new sch bag leh.. mayb today or tml bahh.. i noe is so damn late lah.. but wad to do? haf a bag in mind liao.. but... oh forget it! dere's nothing to do nw! so sian.. no one tok to mii too.. :(

2004-12-31T14:01:00.000+08:00

hey.. ytd shan came n he was so wet.. haas.. he's so stupid to ride hes bike here in d rain thou-.. cos od rw la.. ask him cum for wad.. he oso cum here for nth.. wa lau.. kaes.. hai me gotta giv him a new towel n dry himself..
n stupid mengmei din tell me she's cuming today so i can giv her jy giv her de prez.. hmm.. wdv la.. so sch reopen den can giv lor.. isn't it d same.. okie.. happi new yr's eve everyone!! heh heh.. oh bloody.. n hope my new yr resolution wil cum true! :P u guys out dere too! mayb going out ltr on.. sis say wana go j8 to shop or watsoever la.. byes..

2004-12-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

haix..im so damn bloody freaked out..!! my bro la.. ass wan.. say wana use d fone den in the end? his fwen not in.. kaox lor.. haix.. nxt week sch reopen liaox.. den i'll soon b a snr! hahas.. but dey stil wun hav to greet me.. erm.. juz bot books on mon.. pretty late huh? aye.. sum ppl so early buy liao.. so kan cheong lor.. den i nw den wrap finish all d books n paste my name n blahxx.. im so happi! mon was d laz band lesson for dis yr.. den we had bbq on tt day.. but its lyke dose type tt need to set up de lor.. hahas.. but it was quite fun.. i took sum pics of my batchmates- oli, cheryl, manda.. kaes.. but forgot to take d snrs.. i got a snap shot of xinyan n sheena playing.. den tt stupid xy wen to cover her face w d file.. wa lau.. wasted.. it was quite nice la.. kaes.. we gav mel n xinxian d jigsaw puzzle we made.. nice.. esp d flute i draw.. hahahs.. den xy ask me to help her draw another flute for her.. but W/O colouring.. cos my colouring sux lah..
kaes.. today wen to geylang east lib to do cip.. n i realised tt taking 80 is much much faster den i thot.. hai me laz tym stupidly tke mrt.. aye.. den bibi laz tym doing at geylang east liao.. so sad.. haix.. but tt stupid woman nv lemmi shelf bks w her.. wa lau..
kaes.. realised i made d font bigger? cos i thot d tiny font is big enuf cos in here its lyke damn bloody big lor.. whahas.. n wayne smsed me for pris add, sending her new yr card.. n he say wad he feel more inferior towards her? dun understand.. haix.. my understanding very cham wan la..
byes! //

2004-12-25T13:50:00.000+08:00

okie.. merry christmas.. hope u guys hav a wonderful eve n not lyke mii.. being home alone// haiya.. long tym nv rite liao.. olways lyke tt.. n ytd arh.. wok all d way frm my hse to hg sports hall den to pungol cc den to hg mall leh.. so tired, n my leg got blister arh.. sickening!! hmm.. wen sheena's hse to fix d jigsaw puzzle lo.. in d end haven finish, so dey gotta meet up on sunday.. hahas.. i cun make it, got tuition mah.. aiyoyo..
tok to huiyi for d longest while in dis yr w her man.. n nic n rw. but dey hung up aft a short while.. no fun de.. den b4 tt we[huiyi mii rw] playing truth or dare.. huiyi started first.. we ask her to tell shannon tt she lyke him.. n den his reaction was lyke.. 'xi guan le'.. he so thick skinn de.. aiyoyo.. but i tink he shld noe le lah.. hahas..
it was a nice christmas aft all! n i sms someone n we chatted for a long while.. he changed no n nv tell mii.. so bad.. but din noe he was so hao si to apologize lor.. hahas.. he ren quite gd lah.. only sometyms... kaes.. wdv.. enuf!!
oh no.. i haven buy christmas prezzies leh.. shil gonna buy today.. jy bot liao.. only me n mm.. n stil got shar's prezzie arh.. oh no.. gonna b broke again lor.. poor mii.. haix. duno lah.. oli duno if going anot leh.. cos we hav dis celebration of christmas thingy tml for dinner.. den lyke veri funni.. duno if anibody wil turn up anot.. lahh.. haix.. mayb nobody? but nw is d $$ prob.. sickening!! n ltr going out to duno some place.. den no tym to shop for prezzies lah!! headache!! haix..
merry christmas to everyone.. hope all ur wished cum tru.. mine too!! :P [dun tell u] [tao yan lahh]

2004-12-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

okie.. today packed my cupboard n its quite neat liao.. hees.. aiyo.. hard work man.. haix. tml's gonna go marine parade lib n do d sec4 farewell card for thurs.. n thurs got... beach day! woo hoo~~ hope it'd b fun n crazy??! kaes.. byes.. im gonna watch tv liaox.

2004-11-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

hmm.. watched incredibles on thurs n it was so damn funny n nice.. i like jack-jack n dash.. aiyee.. okie.. i wana watch the polar express too.. but duno when can liao.. cos dec got more tuition n band practices liao.. so, i'll b damn busy lo.. i bot christmas cards too.. and rote all d christmas cards juz now.. ltr buy stamp den mayb dec10++ can send le.. whahas.. okie.. so happi! finally put a load down..

2004-11-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

haix. today wen lib to do cip again.. hmm.. so boringg lo... hehes.. but tml going to watch d forgotten.. hahas.. duno whether scary anot leh.. ltr i scream.. [hope not] aiyee.. den today's 2nd band combine w main band again.. so sian.. so much things to learn again.. haix.. erm.. and den im going crazy!!! haix.. fresh news! qiyan is d sl n xinyan's asl.. hahas.. gd lah.. but prob sum ppl's heart's not feeling too gd bahhx.. orh anw, dis's all crap.. so, everytym i nv blog in fer a few daes den cum n tell my ah ma story.. haix.. orh yah.. n tml muz rmb go hmv n buy busted's live concert cd fer priz.. n im going broke! oops.. reli lah.. nv fake.. whahas.. nvm.. who cares.. but still gonna save up $$ fer chalet.. n i heard kelly's not going chalet anymore? cos of various reasons lahx.. i overheard her telling liqin dis morning b4 band lo.. tt's so sad.. but mel's staying over too! yipee.. n heard daphne too..? erm.. nvm lah.. more d merrier mah.. or else class also not lyke class liddat.. aiyee.. tok so much.. no more saliva liao lah.. go drink water.. bubuaix.. hehes..

2004-11-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

okie.. feeling rather bleahx.. nvm.. erm.. watched princess diaries w mm tt day n was reli quite okie lar.. onli when aft d show den duno wad to do lo.. cos we're reli broke cos of tt stupid guy who ask us to donate 5 bucks for the needy or sth lah.. oh wdv.. stupid.. kaes.. dere's band tml n its reli sian.. haix.. okie.. erm.. and then hor.. i swam for 2+hrs todae.. whahas.. the tym was reli quick.. in a blink of an eye, 2+ hrs past liao.. but so funni dis tym.. i dun hav 'wrinkles' aft swimming.. okie.. n hope pris had a gd flight.. going to spain.. hmm.. den 2 sundays we cun exchange bks liao.. so sad.. but nvm.. i tink i shld go n buy another new bk bahh.. no more liao.. hahas.. kaes.. g2g slp.. tml got sickening sianx stupid irritating fustrating wasting of tym band! arGh! nitex..

2004-11-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

heyx.. tml im going n do cip w mengmei. hahas. n she so funni de.. juz buy de hp den going buy another one again. hahas. n she din tell mi d reason n i din ask too.. hahas.. kaes.. veri long nv update liaox..lols.. hmm.. today din do finish compo in d class agin.. whahas.. n linglao shi saw mi.. bleahx.. n i tell her tt i will finish.. so hope i got tym lo.. yawns* haix. pris going duno where n she dun wana tell mi n i forgot lo.. n\for 2weeks leh.. haix. n she'll miss 2 lessons again.. den we cun pass d book liaox.. haix. n i guess i'll b buying d new book lo.. n i'll buy busted LIVE vcd for her.. so long liaox.. haven buy her bdae prez.. hehes.. so paiseh lo.. kaes.. nitex to all.. bubuaix..

2004-11-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so today is a boringg day again.. haix. wake up. eat breakfast. watch tv. swim. eat lunch. practice piano. practice flute. use com. watch tv. eat dinner. use com. watch ren wo ao you [n i missed d first 5 min]. haix. sian rite? kaes.. n my dad was angry wit my results. haix. cun blame mi. i duno lah. my mind is in a whirl. arGh!
duno where im going dis holiday leh. probably going sunway lagoon. hahas, kaes.. sumone! plz clear my boredom..

2004-11-02T15:17:00.000+08:00

kaes.. today got bac report book n im so bloody disappointed.. haix.. i m oni 200+ position in d level lo.. n mengmei dey all all get so good.. haix.. n cos of my damn cl n history.. haix.. arGh!!! n i saw so mani ppl along my way to sku.. first i saw xuanhan at d bus-stop.. den chin boon wok towards d bus stop.. den in d bus saw eliz who was lyke listening to d radio?? n den at paya lebar bus stop dere ceri board d bus.. hahas.. so farni.. [nobody's laughing =( ] yah.. btr buck up nxt yr but i haven even got my books ready! hahas.. xuanhan bot all liaox.. so kan cheong.. and den hor.. i tink i hav no hope liaox lah.. haix. dey all get so high.. y cun i even get top 20 positions in class?? omg.. n i got d cip form frm ms sim liaox.. so will b doing cip w her on thurs i suppose.. hahas.. den arh.. can go kai kai aft tt.. whahas.. [naughty naughty] hmm.. is she suggest anw.. not mi! she zap for mi 3 copies.. so kind.. n ms sim today wear d jeans skirt so short.. wooh.. hahas.. n today even got giv holiday hw leh.. bt luckily its maths.. hahas.. kaes.. gotta do music hw.. practice piano.. n holiday hw liaox.. bubuaix.. :P felt happier aft toking to u.. thx for listening.. thank you..

2004-10-31T01:19:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. haix. -yawns- gonna slp aft dis man.. tired.. haix. tml stil hav stevens// sian lahx.. orh.. n yay. we're gonna hav a chalet in dec at downtown! so happi.. but im gonna b broke aft tt man.. hahas.. bot teens n lime magazine.. n so.. im even more broke.. haix. but haha! im gonna 'tuition' my bro in nov n 'earn a living'. hahas. tink get at least a hundred bucks bahxx.. hahas.. kaes.. n its cl! arGh.. y cun it b maths.. oh yah. n laz term he oni got 72 for hes math.. dis tym i tuition him n he get 89 noe.. c im so pro.. whahaas.. lols.. kaes.. gotta slp le.. bubuaix.. muacks.. huggs

2004-10-26T14:44:00.000+08:00

okie.. n i sort of porn band ytd.. cos got nball n i was reli tired.. but anw.. i din regret.. cos dey gone off at 5.15.. den if i were to go, by d tym i set up n warm-up.. alrdy tym to go home.. so i wen to kfc w mel instead.. whahas.. eat until so full bahx.. [burp] nw still little full.. oh no.. btr go on diet liaox.. hahas.. okie.. den i watch d hilary duff's show duno called wad lah.. sth to do w voices.. n itz nice lahx.. hahas.. [yawn]

2004-10-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. hahas.. today's promotion meeting day.. so NO sku!! yay! oh yah.. i my mum send mi d ou de yang's pic.. hes so damn ugli n old.. look lyke in hes 40s.. whahas.. but hes voice sounds young huh? okie.. wadeva.. hmm.. n itz so damn boringgg... okie.. n nw i tink sg idol is so wad lor.. how can maia b out? ridiculous! bleahx.. stupid christopher.. still in.. wad d hell.. hehes.. [listening to an jing nw] still a nice song.. itz my fav song man.. so soothing.. n dun noe y so mani ppl dun lyke jay.. hes so cool n nice.. hes songs r d best man.. i mean in d cl pop lah.. hehes.. okie.. enuf of him..

2004-10-23T19:14:00.000+08:00

haix. so long nv rite liaox.. okie.. dis week so damn busy lor.. cos of nball competition.. so gotta train everyday.. n i bcum quite dark liaox.. hahas.. ey.. but ytd we still lost 1 game to 1/7!! arGh! shitty lahx.. den our chances of getting into d semi finals is slimmer liaox.. so hope mon we can win lor.. den at least still got chances.. haix.. but we did our best.. so.. jiayou.. hope god can help us.. n hope we dun foul so mani tyms oso.. but actually is all d refree 's fault.. dey so bias.. haix. cos other ppl offside n dey nv blow.. den once our team off side den dey blow.. so unfair.. stupid.. cock eye de.. dun tok le.. make mi madder!!!!

today's math so boring.. haix.. n i tink i did so bad in my finals n my overall marks oso quite low lor.. haix.. but lucki nv fail anithing lahx.. but still veri bad.. oni got 1 a1, 3 a2, 1 b3, 1 b4, n 1 c6!! haix. disappointed-

2004-10-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

okie.. hahas.. today's so boringgg!! stay at home d whole day except for going to piano lesson.. haix. actualli.. aft exam is nt tt fun afterall.. juz more relax n stuffx.. hahas.. ey.. u guys bored at reading all this everyday huh? haix.. im a boringg person bah. n i played dis trick on ppl n i found out some stuffz bah.. hahas.. lols.. hmM.. but most ppl noe liaox.. so no use.. hahas.. but someone still got tricked.. whahas

2004-10-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

okie.. hahas// today wen to plaza sing n watch wimbledon!! quite nice lahx.. oni some ahem ahem parts lo.. okie.. den arhx.. mi pt n priz oso took neoprints. cos im broke.. den priz so kind to pay d most lo.. haix. kaes.. quite fun lah.. den aft tt i wok priz home n wen to her hse dere d playground n sit d swing. aft tt i rode my mike home lo.. hahas.. okie.. buaix.. :P

2004-10-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

okie.. ltr going to meet pt n priz at bishan.. den we'll b watching mayb wimbledon lahx.. duno nice anot.. hahas. but long tym nv c dem liaox.. esp. pt lor.. hmM.. sry hor.. cun pierce my ear today cos firstly.. i hav no $$ n secondly.. i going to pierce w my frens lo.. hahas.. ey.. n im reli broke liaox.. duno whether still got $$ to buy for oli's prez qnot leh.. haix. ytd spent 30 bucks n today left w 20.. so cham man.. haix. den my dad oso din gimme today. shit lahx.. okie.. n lucki today i can do d IAP survey all thx to shil lah.. or else arhx! i'll kill my sis bf.. ytd cum n qiang com w mi.. stupid wan//

2004-10-14T01:23:00.000+08:00

okie.. huh? todae's a happi dae so i shall use a happi colour! actually.. is ytd lahx.. 12+ liaox.. todae aft MEP den we played nball.. n i SPRAIN MY ANKLE AGAIN!!! arGh!! stupid.. haix. forget it.. it still hurts nw lehx.. haix. okie.. aft tt we took train n met jy. whahas.. 2nd tym in 2 days jy got slow reaction in alighting at d rong stop lahx.. hahas.. so funny man.. den we were all lyke pushing each other out.. all thx to mi! i 'saved' d day.. okie.. den we went cini n watch /white chicks/ okie.. quite fun n nice.. n it was so heng tt i din lost my hp lor.. cos itx lyke dropped under d seat n lyke 1hr ltr den i notice.. okie.. quite blur sotong lahx.. ey.. den d show tt showing then is 5pm lor.. den got a lot of tym.. so we went heerens n c c look look while shilbe go liaox.. n we took neoprints before tt.. quite nice lah.. n we saw oli dey all in frnt n tt jy is lyke.. okie.. turn arnd.. okie.. den we saw a keychain at 77 street and we gotta go all d way to far east and den wok for 20 min arh!~ den d person oni sae 'oh.. veri fast wan.. 10min oni.. :(' hahas.. okie.. den we so sian.. leg aching.. n dis stupid mengmei make mi go tuition.. oni got 11 pathetic ppl.. wa kaox.. okie.. n here i m!!! okie.. lame.. hahas..

2004-10-12T10:38:00.000+08:00

omg.. i tink i reli flunged cl man.. so damn hard.. shit lah.. n tml's MEP!! i haven even learn! n kelly dis type of guai kia say she haven learn?? faking lahx.. but nvm.. i muz jia you today n tml shall b my freedom!

2004-10-11T11:54:00.000+08:00

heya! hahas.. a wonderful day having SCIENCE TEST!! aiya.. i tink im gonna flung dis exam man.. oh man.. cos i tink i hav lots of mistakes liao lor.. cos tt stupid phua mengmei keep argueing w mi n say wad got evidence frm her book! stupid.. arGh! hmM.. .tml is cl.. my hatest subj lor.. n d day aft is MEP! i haven reli study for MEP! so haix. anw.. good luck to all who cum n visit my blog for ur end of year exam lo.. hope this will brighten up ur day! :P

2004-10-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

ey.. hihi! todae's lit was quite okie but nt reli much tym to rite cos i rite finish oni got 10min left.. n din reli check lahx.. hahas.. but i tink i flung my MEP! actualli suppose to b ms sim b examiner wan.. but aft d break den duno y bcum ms lau lah.. shes quite okie n friendly.. at least she got giv comments lah.. but my comment was lyke.. not much diff in dynamics.. but d keys r reli veri hard lor.. how to hav dynamics? siao.. haix. tml's maths.. jiayou to mi! hope dun hav careless mistakes lo.. tt's always my weakest point.. haix. ey.. tink tt's all.. okie.. buaix.. hav other things to do liaox.. :P

2004-10-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

aiya.. stil got 6 more subj n so sian.. tml';s lit n aiya.. im sure to fail it.. nt reli fail lah.. mayb juz borderline pass? oh no.. n tml oso got MEP practical exam man.. so scared.. ltr i play rong note den die liaox.. haix.. n itz lyke d examiner''s honna b ms lau or ms sim or ms Ee.. duno whether ms Ee got anot lahx.. but i hope i dun get ms lau.. cos she damn biased lor.. everitym lyke sum ppl lor.. especially.. d perfect thingy... although i dun wana b a prefect.. but den she oni choose cl gals lor.. den no malay gals.. so unfair.. shit her lahx.. n itz lyke olways d same ppl?? n kely already told her tt she dun wana b a prefect n lau stil choose her. wa lau.. wateva lah.. enuf abt her!!
oh yeah.. aft exam can go out n our skool holidays is earlier den pri sch.. so shoik man.. hahas.. n can finally play nball lo.. whahas.. tt's pretty soon man.. but i'll b looking forward to it!! but hope my exams can all pass w flying colours lah.. today had my cl ppr 1 n it was quite okie lah.. but i tink my compo reli rite quite short.. both compo n ying yong wen i rite 2 full pages.. cos i reli duno wad to rite for compo mah.. din reli go through tt ti mu lor.. cos i tot tt stupid bao zhang bao dao will cum out.. den nv cum out.. wha lau.. hai mi waste my tym reading n learning lor.. stupid de.. arGh! aiyyo.. wateva lah.. wads done is already done..
hmM.. im so happi my maths got 86 n sumting lah.. but forgot liaox.. but im still veri happi although i nt highest lah.. melanie lah... got highest cos she got MC for 1 n d ppr reli quite diff lor.. stupid wan.. nvm.. yap guai jiu guai myself nv work hard enuf lor.. whahas

2004-10-05T10:15:00.000+08:00

argh! dis is getting so noisy! noisy! noisy! mad de.. haix.. dis is so fun.. is lyke practically d whole class is online worx.. hahas.. cos com lesson mah.. den everione cn use d com.. hahas.. so fun.. n i din c so mani ppl online b4 man.. whahas.. n dose 'guai' ppl oso cum lo.. whaha.. n we all chat man.. more den 20 ppl.. dis is so siao! hahas.. n khoo suddenly cum.. whahas.. buaiz.. recess liaox

2004-10-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

okie.. eng exam was ytd.. n i reli gotta thx rw for lending mi her notes lah.. n she's gonna lend mi her cl too! [smiles] okie.. n i noe tt my links got a lot a lot of probs lah.. but i reli duno wadz rong lor.. cn ani1 help mi?? haix. dis's reli getting bored.. todae is sort of studying d whole day lahx.. at least half? n i reli hate studying.. but no choice.. y m i borned in dis world.. full of stupid things..
oh.. n my grandma came todae.. she came w my fav. beef soup.. [yum yum] n i like d fish cake tt she olways fried.. hehes. but i hav no tym to tok to her.. cos need to study mah.. haix. so sad..
hmM.. tml got tuition again.. so sad.. but at least cn get to c all my nice frens dere.. heh heh.. but heard tt teodora is going tml too? [by rw]?? aiya.. she cum den cum lah.. i dun reli noe her bah.. but at least i'll sae hi? lolx..
hmM.. lemmi tink.. aft exam im gonna go crazy!! in fact.. EVERIONE'S gonna go crazy bah.. n we'll probably play pokers [if can].. lolx.. dis kinda sound fun huh? heh heh.. /.
n tml got d stupid charity show and got no god father show.. hahas.. so tuo1 tuo1 ma1 ma1 can.. haix.. wad to do.. dey wanna delay n delay mah.. but at least better lah.. den aft exam can watch more lo.. whaha.. okie.. dis's getting kinda long..
all d bez for my exams n good nite.. muackx.. :P

2004-09-27T08:20:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. nw's cl lesson.. haix. so boring.. hehes duno gotta find wad han zi de bian hua.. whaha.. so sianx.. melanie's laughing at mi n complainging abt d damn teacher.. but although she's quite boring.. at least she gives anw' 4 free!! 拜拜！

2004-09-24T16:29:00.000+08:00

hmM.. juz now wen heartland w jy n ate lunch.. say she guai mah.. nt reli lahx.. but we stil wen shop shop n look for oli's prez.. hahas.. i saw mani ppl.. isadora too.. wahaha.. cedar's xam start liaox she stil got tym to laz arnd at dere worx.. n i saw another frm holy high wan.. 4got her name.. shes lyke a butch lor.. arGh.. n jy sae her style not nice or sth lahx.. hahas.. shes gen's 1h fren i tink.. laz tym wan lahx.. her name got hui wan.. all dere frm hips.. most i mean. okie okie.. g2g.. piano lesson.... =P

2004-09-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

heEx.. exam cuming liaox lor.. nx fridae.. budden end at 13 oct.. den cn go n plae plae.. hahas.. yipee! todaes d laz dae for band although aft tt need to go bac for practice aft d exams lahx.. but stil better den nothing lor.. hahas.. okie okie.. juz reached home.. and den damn khoo booked mi todae.. for my belt n socks lor.. shit her lahx.. fuck her.. idiotic.. summore my hook spoil den she made mi sew bac man.. lucki i noe a little sewing.. n she made it so tight.. wahah.. dun brethe man.. arGh!! shes such a freak!! I HATE KHOO!!!!!!

2004-09-15T18:05:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. whaha.. long tym nv blog in liao lor.. n 2dae's cl test is so damn hard lor.. i tink im gonna fail man.. haix. i. m. so. depressed. sh!t lahx.. bleahx.. and end of yr cuming liao lor.. im so scared.. n den hor.. my term 3 progress report is so damn lousy.. is lyke the whole world is higher den mi lor.. although im higher den d cohort average.. but is oni 0.2 marks higher lahx.. haix. okie.. nw im so damn broke n stil got huiyi's n oli's bdae prez.. oh man oh man.. shit lahx.. mayb mi n mengmei wil get oli a netball lor.. hahas.. heEx.. Muackx.. Happi! try 2 b bahx..

2004-08-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. 2dae got cross country at east coast man.. so fun.. n got d zany parade.. den we din win lahx.. bt nvm.. we stil rox man.. hmM.. den mi mengmei shil n olive wen 2 ride bicycle n rollerblade.. so fun.. bt we wok all way frm dere bac 2 parkway lor.. wa.. leg damn suan sia.. heEx.. okie okie.. erm.. got toopid cl test on wed.. 10 chap summore.. wahaha.. muz jia you liaox.. okie.. g2g now!

2004-08-03T10:17:00.000+08:00

dfsdfsffdfddfsdfdsdffdsdsfokie.. now in com studies again bah.. heEx.. and itz so damn boring.. but at least better den nothing lah.. can blog in 4 abt 15mins? okie.. so.. lifes not too gd here.. got geog test tml n science spa test ltr lor.. i veri scared man.. dun wana fail lah.. n 5items 4 nafa dis thurs.. okie.. buaiz.. heEx.. pinkish blog huh? weird..

2004-07-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

wad a failure.. wad a failure.. i cun even do d links properli! arGh!!! wa liew.. spend my precious tym.. haix.. anw, 2dae's ndp preview.. our choir wen 2 dere n perform leh! hahas.. but too bad dey nv put d preview on tv.. so sad.. wasted lahx.. shilbeEe is performing man.. singing.. lalalaa.. hahas.. n dey join w dno wad pri skool lahx.. but sure veri nice de.. heEx.. err.. tink dey wear red skirt and some shirts lahx.. nt sure.. cos 2dae band den got c some of dem wearin mahx.. so.. band was quite* fun 2dae..? hahas.. ms sia was in a gd mood and joke w us a lot lor.. heEx.. gr8 tym dere.. in air-con room sumMore.. and heard wad kit chan n ling jun jie got sing too.. dey duet or sth lahx.. okie.. hahas.. nitex* muackZzz.. w0otz.. ;0

2004-07-27T18:37:00.000+08:00

okie.. bac 2 skool le.. wa seh.. 1 week nv go skool reali missed a lot of things man.. den now muz lyke tortise liddat, slowli catch up lor.. haix.. so i stay bac n copy all d notes n stuffz lor.. yawnx* aiya.. so scared.. dis thurs 2.4 liao.. die.die.die.die.. ping shi nv train, now sure cun run lah.. even d slowest tortise oso sure run faster den mi de.. aiya.. cham olreadi.. hmM.. nvm.. muz get mengmei 2 run w mi.. heEx.. okiez.. im gonna do 2 cips dis week man.. cos of tt toopid mengmei lah.. wed cun make it.. den i wed going w my band frens.. den she thursdae can nia.. but can go w claire too.. den sae wad go bugis n take neoprints.. dis gal ar.. everytym tink abt taking neoprints oni.. mad person.. hahas.. i juz recovered, den go skool immediateli enjoy enjoy le.. no choice.. at home eat those sickening porridge.. n i d whole week nv go online leh.. so guai ritez? hahas.. okiez okiez.. gotta do other things le.. oh ya.. n i skip my maths test too.. but dey bluff mi.. itz quite easy n 75% of d klaz even get A1 man.. aiya.. so suai.. shld hav gone 2 tke d test man.. n english marks iz terribbbbbllllleeeeeeee! geog too.. haix.. die le.. n now got lit summore.. ask mi how 2 finish leh? dis fridae muz hand in le leh.. den i got lesser tym 2 do.. 2dae den got d ppr.. hmM.. dun care, muz ask teacher 4 extention tym.. heEx.. muahahaha.. hope can lor.. hope.hope.hope.hope.. sigh*

2004-07-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

now's art lesson bah.. damn sian.. hmM.. thx rw 4 helping in my blog anw.. and tt's reali quite suprising! cos she normally sae.. i m so busy.. hahas.. n tink it'd take veri long tym more 4 mi to chge the template again.. cos hahas..so lame now.. so sian.. duno wad 2 do man.. arGh! lame art.. toopid ms ong.. ytd do until lyke mad den she stil keep saein need more n more n more developments of composition.. wa liew.. shiet her lah.. ask her go n die~

2004-07-07T08:11:00.000+08:00

ArGh! no one told mi tt 2dae got cl test zuo wen! sum more miao xie wen.. im gonna die.. din learn.. n sundae learn de all 4get liao.. haix.. den i oso nvr bring zuo wen bk.. dis tym fail liao lah.. sheit..

2004-07-03T15:25:00.000+08:00

wei.. tt toopid adobe.. i duno how da hell 2 dl it man.. sickenin.. and yipee!! todae got NO band.. and da sheena sae wad saw sum1 lyke mi outside sch? weird.. i was at home all dae long!! nvm.. mebbe i hav a twin.. lolx. hmM.. tt toopid rw.. stil haven gimme bdae prez.. and wana giv charmaine 1st.. not fair.. and i end up getting da sling bag.. i wan a sch bag.. big enough 2 put my stuffz.. haix.. looks lyke i gotta sav up $$ and BUY MYSELF!! darn it.. and charmaine's gettin da sch shoes? but mebbe that idiot rw bluff mi de.. shiet her.. oopz! nvm.. who cares.. if she c.. den at da most get scolded frm her lo.. NO big deal.. whaha.. and now itz so boring.. i h8 piano lessons.. ytd got one big scolding for doing 'rubbish' 4 my theory again.. haix.. da damn piano teacher keep saein.. and saein n saein non-stop! den i'll juz keep quiet n hear n hear n hear lo.. sianx.. sum1 cum tok 2 mi!

2004-07-01T17:44:00.000+08:00

heya.. ppl out dere? itz so damn boring! and adobe iz taking so damn long to dl!! oh man.. and i've been seeing wayne on d bus and hes lyke.. so blur?!?! aiya.. cun help it.. he cun even recognise xuanhan lo.. diao~~!! arGh!! i h8 dis life.. especialli weekends.. got so mani tuitions n piano lesson man.. darn it! and nowadays muz concentrate on mua's studies.. not as talented as u guys lah.. nvr study oso can pass ur xams wif flying colours.. mi leh? studying lyke mad den oni wil juz pass nia.. haix.. i m such failure sia?/?/?

2004-06-28T13:22:00.000+08:00

heya.. so long nvr cum liao.. aiyo.. i've been saein tis everitym huh? hahas.. hmM.. i tink itz such a small world tt rw noes charmaine(her fren) in cedar.. and tt charmaine is shilbe's fren lo.. hahs.. reali small world.. okie.. and tink itz mayb fated lo.. err.. okie.. i m in art lesson now n ms ong iz so boring!! aRgH!! i m gonna b bored to death.. y she nvr resign? she iz SUPPOSE to b retired now!! and she so sicko.. first dae of sch got her lesson le.. so sian man..

2004-06-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

heya.. so long nvr rite too.. hmM.. in tis mth, priz, pt and rw's bdae going over le.. hahas.. 6 more daes sia.. err.. den holidae oso going over le.. haix.. miss the holidaes n slackin at home bah.. aiya.. now nothin happen.. so i oso dno wad to rite.. oh ya.. i wen to getylang east lib to do CIP lo.. so sian.. do 4 2hrs ++ den so sian liao.. i still need to do 4 more hrs lo.. haix.. den muz go dere nia.. cun go else where.. all else i can go 2 cheng san lib liaox.. den gotta go all d way dere.. so sian.. idiotic lah.. tink i rather go to elderli home or children's home 2 hlp out mah.. so idiotic.. den the books so damn dusty.. i h8 it man.. nvr gonna go again.. but bo bian.. itz a MUZ!! arGH.. haix.. haix.. haix..

2004-06-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

err..so, another long day have past and guess wad? haha.. that rw went to pierce her ears on monday and did not cry man.. that was.. wow! such a 'miracle'. haha, anw, me huiyi peirong and her went to heartland and took neoprints.. heartland mall changed a lot man.. especially the 2nd level.. and the popular moved to there too.. but itz damn small lah.. so cramped up.. haix.. the world is changing, so is rw, she's gettin more n more studious man.. everydae sae wad dun slack here dun slack there.. aiyo.. nan de.. err..den mi bcum so lazy n everydae slackin..haha nvm.. i'm lyke tt anw.. so good luck to mi and muz not slack animore le.. haix..

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hehes.. muz go bethe le.. showering tap open.. splash! wHee~~!!

2004-06-08T13:32:00.000+08:00

wow.. the laz time i posted was like so long ago lor.. aiyo.. life's gettin more n more boring.. haah,, but fear not.. there's still lots of stuffz to do and more nice things to check out.. so, dun tink u are useless! everybody hav good points, but mayb the time iz not ripe yet, so u still hav to make it go on and on until someone finds u.. happi living on man..

2004-05-31T11:10:00.000+08:00

aaw.. feel terrible.. so sick.. hav fever, diarrhoea and vomited.. someone, help me! arG! but still hope i can go holiday! haix.. so sian.. y everytime when holiday come den i will b sick?!?!?! [!]

2004-05-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

err.. the holidaes are here! woo hoo.. and i m gonna go australia- bali! hmM.. for the 2nd time, but the first time is when i was so young, so 4got everything liao.. oh man.. err.. so, wad will my results b? cos getting results nxt week mah.. haha.. =) tink very lousy one lah.. i failed MEP leh.. pull down everything, haix.. sad.. first time i fail a sub man.. ?!?!

2004-05-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

hmM.. did quite badly for mi term 2! die liao lah.. sureli get killed one.. maths onli get A2. so disappointed.. haix.. so much things to do man.. my brain is gonna go bonkers.. but luckily e holidays r here.. but still got band! arG! and at last i can hold 16 counts.. but qiyan(flute senior) wan mi to hold 18 counts by 2 weeks later man.. die liao.. hmM.. nxt week she going OBS, so good luck to her lor.. haha.. go and song si ba! aiyo.. dun so evil lah.. muahahaha.. err.. band 2 times a week leh.. sian lah.. but at least i can get to see my 'old'frens.. lol.. go watch movie, shop shop, talk talk and take neoprints! woo hoo.. olay olay.. oh yah.. and itz megmei's bdae nxt friday huh? haha.. den she'll b old liao.. anw, happi bdae to u, mengmei.. and happi bdae to priz whoz bdae's on 14 june.. long later lah.. abt 3 weeks? dno.. okie.. gotta do mi work liaox.. buaiz.. =)

2004-05-19T09:26:00.000+08:00

haha.. now's HISTORy lesson man.. sian.. juz droppin by 4 FUN! arG.. boringgggg.. i noe u all c my blog very boring lah.. everything also so sian.. and y no one flood my chatter box? i oso dun noe how to link.. haiz.. so dumb.. zhen shi bai..

2004-05-18T19:38:00.000+08:00

err..long time nvr post liao lah.. so, blogger change somethings liao.. and itz better lah.. wa.. so sian man.. i almost flung my maths! arG! gonna die.. and my higher cl get C6! dead liao.. hope term 2 report slip dun come bac so soon.. let mi 'live' 4 another few weeks lah.. hehes..err.. to all 6A ppl (2003), muz go gathering in june holidaes hor! miss ya a lot man..luv ya 4eva.. u guys were the bez~ muackz.. sry.. haven brush teeth, dun mind? haha..

2004-05-05T11:42:00.000+08:00

hihi.. bac again.. the teacher dno gone where, so juz slackin lor.. haiz.. very sian sia.. :P okie.. glad that liqin found our clas fund, some kind souls found like from 1/7 the sandy khoo shishi.. haha.. hmM.. |l|l|l|l|l|l|l|l|l| haha.. erm erm.. nvm.. now is like free time lehz..

2004-05-05T11:20:00.000+08:00

hihi.. my bdae over liao.. i am 13!! older than rw.. haha.. :P erm.. okie.. haha.. now in school during com studies.. okie.. shall not talk animoe.. bye..

2004-04-25T18:56:00.000+08:00

Ermz.. miss flora and amanda, how did u all noe abt this webbY? i nvr tell u all lor.. but this class is not really nice and HISTORY SUX!! aiyo.. amanda, i duno wadz ur blog, so cun tag.. keke.. hmM.. i juz hope i get at least a b3 4 science and b4 for history.. hope my history dun fail can liao.. and HISTORY SUX!!